"Dysphoria feels like being unable to get warm, no matter how many layers you put on. It feels like hunger without appetite...
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...It feels like getting on an airplane to fly home, only to realize mid-flight that this is it: You’re going to spend the rest of your life on an airplane. It feels like grieving. It feels like having nothing to grieve."